Choosing simple

Something has changed.

For a second I thought I had become less patient; the truth is I just don't have time for games that lead nowhere anymore. Three years ago, as an act of desperation, I turned my back to my life and ran away as far as I was able to go. A year and a half ago I tried to bluff myself for the last time before my own ego laughed at me and pushed me down. Three days ago I had to stop justifying.

Master as I am in looking at something from all different perspectives, I have run out of will to understand. I don't want to force me to get over things through the most difficult path when the only reason for it is making other's lives easier and mine more frustrating. There is actually no point but it has taken me a few years (and tears) to understand.

Life is what you make of it; you can always choose. Now I can choose between making things simple or make an effort to complicate them. And this time, I choose simple. And for once in my life it seems just the right choice... and it doesn't even feel selfish at all.